10 May 2014. Another start. My 3rd year in Ngee Ann Polytechnic Korean Cultural Club. For the past 2 years, I had been a camper, a GL and a helper (a performer too, if that counts). On this very day, I was a photographer!

I had to say, this year bonding camp was great! The camp improved in many aspects. Though I was constantly in and out due to internship, but I definitely did not regret doing so, though my kids suffered my bad treatments and mood swings. So sorry about that.

Anyway, pre-camp was pretty interesting. Though our room was a little scary. But let's just not talk about it. Part of CYD was watching Cabin In The Woods, i blame my course for causing me to think so philosophically throughout the movie. The storyline, as read from wiki, is good but i think partly  because we were tired, the movie was a tiny bit boring that we had to fast forward it at times. Reeve scared us out at one part that did not happen... we all let out a sigh of relief but it made the movie less boring.

We celebrated our 23 May Twins birthday as well~ J-Min and Daemin! J-Min suspected something while Daemin was clueless. Hope they liked their presents. Thanks Zee for staying and A.L for coming down. Cooked for them, felt really happy to see them eating happily. Bought blackballs for them as well. Cake was Strawberry Cheesecake from Baskin Robbins.

So we slept at around 3/4am? Woke up at 6.30am. The alarm rang at 6am, but was too tired to get up.
Truthfully speaking, i didn't really sleep well because i was falling off the bed but when one is too tired, he/she can sleep anywhere in any condition at any time. hahaha. Noona washed up first, followed by me then J-Min.

Went to the boys' loft for breakfast + meeting. Had ice cream cake for breakfast. YOLO. Then we went off to the LT to prepare for the camp. I changed for intern. Went off before the campers arrived.

Internship was... it was pretty good. i was in a good mood. Supervisor was in a good mood though he delayed me by 30minutes. Was asked to reach at 10am, office opened at 11am, colleagues were asked to arrive at 12noon. Not that it affected me a lot, i just left at the usual timing, 1pm.

Cabbed home to collect my camera, well i was only informed that i am the photographer during pre-camp when i talked to maknae... But its alright. Went to LT to change, Melonie, niko and j-way were dead tired. Sunbae-nim came! kekeke~ then we played around. Saw Yenny, JiaLing, Grace and some familiar faces i saw during KCC first session. It was a great experience.

Things went all well... though some things happened and i don't really want to talk about it.

When the camp ended, we were all dead tired. Still went to KFC to have dinner though. Too tired to even talk about anything. My mood just got bad and i really wanted to go drinking but everyone was too tired. so drank tiger instead.

What's wrong? i won't really say it... Because this thing will affect the relationship within CYD, so its better that i keep quiet. Not that i don't trust them... but i know they will talk about it among each other and news will spread. Because i have seen such things happened. I am guilty for being part of it. But if its something that will really hurt the reputation or the bond within CYD, I will never talk about it. I won't even remember it. As much as i am concern, I am only responsible for their dance aspects. To the furthest extent of ensuring that their studies are doing well and their welfare. I can advise them, nag them but at the end of the day, they make their own decisions. I got no control over their life. If they are gonna leave, i can't stop them. I got no say in what they do, what they desire and their choices in life. I can only be a bystander and aid them. They can choose whether to listen or not. I am just a dance crew leader. They are the leaders of their own lives. Because we are all leaders. It is just the matter of what are we leading and how we are doing so. I am leading my life... by putting the concerns of others before mine...
Its no one's fault but mine...
OLDER | NEWER